(18岁) Flowers in my Lungs

我从来没想过会有这样的负面影响
明明大家拥有它的时候都很开心
书呀 电影呀 梦想呀
它们都是这么描述它的
亲爱的 一切都如他们所说
直到我被困住窒息了

因为你转身离开的时候花瓣就掉落了
又或者你只手遮天挡住我的阳光
你给的这份爱 决定留下来每天缠著我

他们说我烟抽太多了
这样下去会死掉的
但他们不知道
更危险的东西正在我身体里长著
但我也不太在乎
因为它其实挺漂亮的
他为我带来天蓝色 大红色 鹤粉色
却也窒息著我
他是生长在我肺里的花朵

没想到我居然没猜测到
但事情总会有因果的
歌曲呀 诗集呀 画作呀
它们如此歌颂它
但我真的得离开了
因为我没办法好好呼吸了

亲爱的 你很享受被争宠的感觉吧
又或是离开前被疼爱的感觉对吧
我的内心还在收拾你的残骸
它正整天缠绕著我呢

I never thought that it would be so toxic
When everybody smiles when they have it
Books and movies and dreams
Oh how that say about it
And baby it was good
Until it strangled me down
‘Cause when the petals fall down when you turn around
Or when the sunshine’s gone when you give me the clouds
And this love you gave, it decided to stay
Twining everyday
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs
I never thought I didn’t see it coming
What goes up, must come down
Songs and poems and paintings
Oh how they say about it
But I gotta go, cause I can’t breathe you out
Oh, darling don’t you love the way how people fight for you
Or how the way you harvest me before you’re leaving soon
And inside of me lies the wreckage you gave
Haunting everyday
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs