在我房间放个你的抽屉吧 Drawer in your place (DEMO)

我喜欢在早上喝三杯浓缩 抽两支烟 配牛奶
我喜欢带我的狗狗出门 戴著耳机不播音乐
我喜欢在城市里游荡几小时 尤其是在下雨的时候
我想我一个人过得挺好的
挺胸 不抱希望 不抱确定性

但他在半夜忽然间出现
两个陌生人 开著亡命速车
听著后面的音乐来到海边
一切都很美好 但我也正常发挥
抢先预设了 它会离开的

但他正在海边跳著舞 溅起水花
手中还游刃有馀的捧著他的生命
我从来都不觉得自己再也需要什么救赎了
直到他的倒影映照出了我过去样貌的种种碎片
我是要赶快落跑的 我看过太多类似的提示跟事件了
我很愿意留下的 但我感觉到自己在颤抖了
所以当我从他床上醒来
想著离别 要来收东西了
他却说“在我房间帮你买一个柜子吧”

我喜欢在焦虑的时候玩激进的游戏来杀时间
我喜欢把自己锁在房间里开著窗
我有时会完全把自己喝到烂醉
只为了醒来时还能感受到自己的存在
我想一个人完全没问题的
毕竟碰过的人事物最终都在我身边枯萎了

我从来不太会想提起那些黑暗又扭曲的过去
“别打开那扇门、就放著吧、用笑声含糊带过就好”
但你说“只有影子的地方才能让光存活与闪耀，你是月亮也是太阳”

但他正在海边跳著舞 溅起水花
手中还游刃有馀的捧著他的生命
我从来都不觉得自己再也需要什么救赎了
直到他的倒影映照出了我过去样貌的种种碎片
我是要赶快落跑的 我看过太多类似的提示跟事件了
我很愿意留下的 但我感觉到自己在颤抖了
所以当我从他床上醒来 想著离别 要来收东西了
他却说“在我房间帮你买一个柜子吧”

他在半夜忽然间出现
两个陌生人 开著亡命速车 听著后面的音乐来到海边
一切都很美好 但我也正常发挥
抢先预设了 它会离开的

我是要赶快落跑的
我看过太多类似的提示跟事件了
但我选择留下
是因为我很久没感受像他这样活著
他说“你是月亮也是太阳”
“在我房间帮你买一个柜子吧”
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prod. VELVET

I like 3 shots of espresso
2 cigarettes with some milk in the morning
I like taking my dog out with my headphones
with no music playing
I like to wander around in the city for hours
preferably in the rain
I think I’m doing alright being alone
Chin up, hopes down, touch and go
But then he showed up in the middle of the night
Just two strangers, getaway car
music in the back to the seaside
And as my potential, I was smoking away, thinking
‘Well, this is nice, what a shame it had to go’
But he was dancing on water
While holding his life in the palm of his hands
And I never knew I needed saving
Until I see my faded pieces in his silhouette
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
I would’ve stayed longer, but I feel myself shaking
So, I woke up in his bed, thinking farewell
But then he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’
I like passing my time
with some stressful games when I am anxious
I like locking myself in my room
with my windows open
I would sometimes go full-on wasted
Just to wake up to feel my own presence
I’m perfectly fine being alone
Everything I touch will just wither and fall

I never said much ‘bout the dark and the twisted,
‘don’t open that door, leave it alone'
'cover up with your giggles’
But only when there’s shadow
can the light survive and shine
'You’re your moon and your sun,’ he says
He was dancing on water
While holding his life in the palm of his hands
And I never knew I needed saving
Until I see my faded pieces in his silhouette
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
I would’ve stayed longer, but I feel myself shaking
So, I woke up in his bed, thinking farewell
But then he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’
He showed up in the middle of the night
Just two strangers, getaway car,
Music in the back to the seaside
And as my potential, I was smoking away, thinking
‘Well, this is nice, what a shame it had to go’
I should’ve run away ‘cause I’ve seen all the signs
But I stayed longer, ‘cause I haven’t been feeling alive
‘You’re your moon and your sun,’ he said
‘Let’s get you a drawer in my place’