Death of Me (初版)

她在房间里用30镑的吉他写了第一首歌
改写了结局两次 最后却还是倒在酒吧里
我该怎么跟她说
多年后的现在 她还会继续为他写著歌呢

她还是拥有梦想中的他
而且是个长大成熟的男人了
他留了一点胡须
但在她面前还是个男孩子
她现在坐的是副驾 做著大人口中的事情了

我们坐在同一个公园的同一张板凳上
空气里有著暂停声 跟充满回忆的目光
想要问问过去的我们到底发生了什么
但问了又如何 毕竟他现在就坐在我旁边呀

时间点真的是个令人又气又好笑的东西
你永远都不会想到事情会在最没有期待的时候发生
你们渐行渐远 往不同的方向走著
却又同时走在没有改变的平行线上
因为在所有烂事后
所有瞎事后 成年后 看过光鲜亮丽的社会后
最终我们还是彼此心里的弱点
他游历了整个国家 在别人身上找著我的影子
我也正在体验人生 思考著想成为什么样的人
明明外面有这么多选项
但看不见的人终究是看不见的

我们在同一条街的那间店喝著酒
街上有寂静的声音跟威士忌的空瓶
想要问问过去的我们到底发生了什么
但其实回忆都还在我脑里
全部都在我的脑袋里！

我记得第一次坐在你蓝色摩托车抱著你
也记得你在园游会握著我的手到处炫耀
我记得我们在跨年夜骑上山看日出
也记得我换遍了衣橱 尝试你喜欢的穿衣风格

我记得你第一次见到我爸的时候手抖的样子
也记得你在吵架一半的时候开始笑我的口音
我记得在夏天爬著坡 汗水弄脏你的白色t桖
也记得我们在那年九月吵架哭著想著
“这就是结尾了吗”

那根本不是结尾
因为他现在正坐在我旁边！

时间点真的是个令人又气又好笑的东西
你永远都不会想到事情会在最没有期待的时候发生
你们渐行渐远 往不同的方向走著
却又同时走在没有改变的平行线上
因为在所有烂事后
所有瞎事后 成年后 看过光鲜亮丽的社会后
最终我们还是彼此心里的弱点

She wrote her first song in her bedroom
With a 30-pound guitar
Rewrote the ending twice
Then end up drunk at some bar
How should I tell the little one
She’d still be writing him songs even now
She will still have McDreamy
And he’s more than a boy now
He grew a bit of facial
But still acts like a child when she’s around
Riding shotgun and something more in his car
We were sitting on the same bench in the same park
There were pauses and gazes of memories
Wanted to ask about the past of us
but what’s the point now
When he is sitting next to me
It’s a funny thing ‘cause timing’s a bitch
And you’ll never know that day will come when you least expected
You drifted apart and went to different directions
But then again, nothing has changed
‘Cause after all the shit
And all the drama
And puberty
And the glamorous world
I know that I’m still the death of him
He’s still the death of me
He went around the country, searching for glimpse of me
While I was having adventures, figuring what I should be
There are all the options
but you can’t tell the blind to see
We were drinking in the same store in the same street
There were silences and bottles of whisky
Wanted to ask about the past but it’s all in my head
It’s still all in my head!
I remember when I first held you from the back on your brand new blue scooter
And you holding my hand at the school fair ‘cause you wanna show me off
Driving up to the mountains on New Years eve to see the first sunrise
Changing my whole closet just to be more of your type
I remember how your hands were shaking ‘cause you’re the first to meet my father
And you laughing at my accent, saying it’s cute in the middle of a fight
Walking up the hills in the summer, how the sweat ruined your t-shirt
How we fought and cried in September thinking
‘This is the end of it all’
It’s not the end of it all
‘Cause he is sitting next to me!
It’s a funny thing ‘cause timing’s a bitch
And you’ll never know that day will come when you least expected
You drifted apart and went to different directions
But then again, nothing has changed
‘Cause after all the shit
And all the drama
And puberty
And the glamorous world
I know that I’m still the death of him
He’s still the death of me